Dependent

I am overwhelmed with the fact that God CHOOSES to use ME. 
  • I have let Him down.
  • I have broken His heart.
  • I have turned my back on Him and done my own thing.
  • I have worried.
  • I have put other things before Him.
  • I have ignored Him.
Yet...HE LOVES ME.  In spite of ME, HE LOVES ME....and WANTS a relationship with me. 

I have just become the Pastor of 37 North Church in Southgate, MI.  I am humbled.  I am overwhelmed.  I am excited.  I am scared.  I am blessed.  I am keeping my eyes on Jesus.  I can't do this on my own.  I can't love God's people the way they need to be loved on my own.  It's a good place to be.  A child...totally dependent on the Creator and Sustainer....that's where I find myself. 







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